- I dont love you
- You’re diagnosed with cancer
- I found someone else
- It was never real
- We need to talk
- You’re going to die
- Your ____ is dead
- You cant have kids
- I dont remember you
- Lets just be friends
- We cant be together
(Source: label-me-gisellemejia, via lovelylishaxoxo)
I am
A woman
With a full heart, hidden
Somewhere in an empty room
With eyes not quite of autumn’s gold, and yet
Neither all of summer’s green;
I wonder
If love is a tale made for children —
A granting of sweet dreams in their innocence —
A honey-coating to help their throats
Choke down the bitter drought
I hear
A voice that whispers warnings, half-formed,
Bodiless as hope, until I swear I cannot draw
Another breath unless this spectre be unmasked,
His lies mangled underneath my righteous tread;
I see
A woman, proud, uncompromising,
Diaphanous as air — less, even, than the tears
That fall in desolation about her weary feet,
Salt poison pooled upon the withered ground
I want
A measure of quietude, a certain silence,
The echo of alone which heals me of dreaming,
The nothing that stills the wanting,
The numb, the cold that laughs at pain;
I am
A woman,
hidden
I pretend
That I can live forever — that Time
Has no puissance but that which I afford Him —
And so, I can wait, I can be happy tomorrow,
Sleep is for the dead; but its ghosts haunt my waking …
I feel
Too much — too deeply to be directionless,
Too real for imagining, and yet the familiar eyes
Hold nothing of recognition — only my reflection —
A meeting of shadows in sunlit glass;
I touch
The downy wings of hope, in wonder,
In reverence, in need, in hunger;
Alas, it burns my fingers as a flame,
A sacrilege, self-defined
I worry
That I am alone; that in my longing
I have forsaken all — but oh, what reward,
What smile divine should light the path to freedom —
And how can I but heed the siren’s call?
I cry
For having too much, for fear of bursting,
And then, when by the pouring of my soul
I lie, a vessel emptied, I cry again
For what was had, and lost;
I am
A woman,
empty
I understand
That life is what you make it,
That sometimes, the coat of many colors
That marks your triumphs brightly, blends only
To loneliest of grey
I say
That we are made by life, shaped,
Broken, perhaps — unmade and voided —
But always, the core of us remains, waiting
With only faith, with trust, to be reborn;
I dream
Of bluest waters, reaching
With unnatural hands toward the faded sky,
Of dolphins that wander in seas without limits,
Carrying me water-breathing past corals and clouds
I try
To lead by example, knowing
That merely the telling holds no power;
A gift of giving is merely a day, while
A gift of knowing spans forever;
I hope
That my darkness holds you gently,
That pain is halved by sharing, that feeling
Wields nothing past the words it summons,
Except that it touch you with only healing
I am
A woman,
only.
My eyes are two different colors. As a matter of fact, My right eye is two different colors.
1.) :D
2.) (:|
The second one means sleepy. lol.
1. Last beverage: Dr.Pepper
2. Last phone call: Alisha
3. Last text message: Alisha
4. Last song you listened to: Drop the world - Lil Wayne
5. Last time you cried:Yesterday
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: Yes
7. Been cheated on:Yes
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: No.
9. Lost someone special: Unfortunately.
10. Been depressed: Yes.
11. Threw up: Unfortunately.
12: Gone to a different country: Not yet.
13: Gone sky diving: Yes and I absolutely love it.
14: Shot a gun: Of course!
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new friend: Yes
16. Fallen out of love: No.
17. Laughed until you cried: Yes.
18. Met someone who changed you: Definitely.
19. Found out who your true friends were: I’m still figuring that out.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Yes.
21. Kissed anyone on your friends list: Yes at some point in my lifetime.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: All of them.
23. How many kids do you want: 2
24. Do you have any pets: back home.
25. Do you want to change your name: Someday I hope to change my last name. :)
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Went to dinner and movies with friends.
27. What time did you wake up today: 10am.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Sleeping.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: December, Christmas, Leave.
30. Last time you saw your Mother: 1 year ago.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: To see my family more often.
32. What are you listening to right now: The TV
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom?: Yes.
34. Who’s getting on your nerves right now: Nobody at the moment.
35. Most visited web page: Facebook, Google, Hotmail.
36. What’s your real name: Merissa Danielle Kane
37. Nicknames: Kane, Riss, Rissa
38. Relationship Status: You already know. :)
40. Male or Female: Female
41. Primary School: Stanley-Boyd Elementary School
42. Secondary School: Stanley-Boyd Middle School
43. High school/college: Stanley-Boyd High school
44. Write w/e you want here: I am tired and in need of sleep but filling this out instead. I miss my family and I wish certain things would have turned out differently this weekend.
45. Long or short hair: Short.
46. Height: 5’3’
47. Do you have a crush on someone: Sure do.
48. What do you like about yourself: My personality and my unconditional love for my family and friends.
49. piercings: Ears twice, bellybutton
50. Tattoos: 2. 1 on my leg, 1 on rib cage.
51. Righty or lefty: Righty.
FIRSTS:
52. First surgery: Oral Surgery.
53. First tattoo: July 2010
54. First best friend: Amy or Lisa
55. First sport you joined: Soccer
56. First vacation: Wisconsin Dells
57. First alcoholic drink: Budweiser
58. First pair of trainers: I’m confused.
RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating: No.
60. Drinking: Nothing.
61. I’m about to: Brush my teeth and crawl into bed.
62. Listening to: The TV.
63. Waiting for: Friday to come over to pick up my Xbox controller so he can borrow it.
YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids: Yes.
65. Get married: Definitely!
66. Career: Military or Police
WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
69. Shorter or taller: Taller
70. Older or Younger: Older
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Spontaneous
72. Nice butt or nice legs: Depends on the person
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationships
HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger: No
77. Drank hard liquor: Yes
78.Lost glasses/contacts: No
79. Sex on first date: No way
80. Broken someone’s heart: Yes
81. Had your own heart broken: Yes
82. Been arrested: No
83. Turned someone down: Yes
84. Cried when someone died: Yes
85. Fallen for a friend: Yes
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: It’s difficult at times but I try my best
87. Miracles: Absolutely.
88. Love at first sight: That’s a toss up but probably not.
89. Heaven: Yes.
90. Santa Claus: For sure. lol.
91. Kiss on the first date: Yes.
92. Angels: Yes.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
93. Is there one person you want to hang out with right now: Yes
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No
95. Did you sing today: Yes
96. Ever cheated on a test: Yes
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go: The 1920’s, 1950’s and perhaps the 70’s.
98. The moment you would choose to re-live: Meeting certain people.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love: No.
100. Are you afraid of posting this as 100 truths: Nope.
